6/10/2025

(Dream)

I’m in the office for the procedure

The room is cold

The lights are far too bright

I’m undressed and on the hard table

The doctor comes in and realizes I’m too awake

The nurse comes in

Suddenly I’m being restrained

I’m advised I will not be put to sleep

Being in my own skin is intolerable

I’m screaming so loud my throat is tearing

She cuts into me

No meds, no power, no escape

I cannot feel my body

They leave me on the table

Untie the restraints

I’m small

and broken