5/12/2026
There has been this subtle sensation in my chest for the last few months
I became aware of it after my grandmother’s heart attack
I’m not sure if it’s related…
I also started EMDR again
It’s been progressing more in the last few months
I thought maybe something was lodged in my esophagus…. maybe a twitch
Maybe I was swallowing weird
I don’t feel it when I’m anxious
There isn’t really anything significant going on when it happens
The frequency is increasing
It’s become a constant fluttering in my chest
It’s starting to feel like there are flower petals or a butterfly trapped in my chest
On the nights the moon keeps me company…